mercury

my hands break open
platelets emerge and (s)tumble
outward
rolling hills; bulbous apparitions
my eyes burn
i want to forget you, i want to forget you –
the worst kind of poison
self-inflicted, a bared nectarine
that cannot be cauterized
spilling its juice like this avalanche
from my hands.
we woke up with the light
a tone too bright and the air
a paler version of ourselves.
we had it coming
and repeatedly, the tentacles of
inclination and intuition
grazed at my belly with unkind
heeding; but i begged
i begged this time.
your mercury gaze encapsulated
the glue of the spaces
in-between
chewed with vigor; satisfied.
i bled, yielded to
your most malignant undertones.
i had it coming.


mercury
– by Elsa Starfish.Wolf
#wordsbystarfishwolf

imaginary arrows

i am not far from the song of the meadowlark
and i never intended to play house,
or take your name,
or remain transfixed by the duties of make-believe mothers.

i grind my teeth with the aftermath
of things that never happened
but had meaning.
just like the perfect pines have meaning when bearing witness

to an isolated bark of a lonely dog.
you eat chalk to distract yourself
from feeling anything,
from sinking into quicksand on all fours.

the beauty of a milkweed pod distracts you
and moments later the severe stings
of imaginary arrows piercing deeper
swell your flesh.

i am hidden in the tall grass of an endless ravine
sucking on a slick blade.
the crystals in my eyes chase fallen light.
i do not heed the abating calls of brethren

because i do not yet have the correct count
of scalps and sacrifices at my belt.
but i will.
and the blood on my chin won’t resemble how it was

because that’s how it never used to be.
all that matters now is this mountain i’m beholding
and i’m only trying to climb higher,
higher still.


imaginary arrows
– by Elsa Starfish.Wolf
#wordsbystarfishwolf

Anima Mundi

Found on the Keweenaw Peninsula,
I’ve been keeping it in my pocket,a
piece of unobtrusive umber basalt.
It gives me ballast as I go through the
day. My fingertips crave the texture of
the amygdaloidal vesicles,flesh
absorbing into rock. Pressed between palm
and fingers, registering resistance
of the eroded roots of a mountain.
A resonance travels through my bones,a
song of tumult and upheaval. It has
been through so much -liquefied by intense
heat, under pressure, erupted from Earth’s
core. Timeless, it has existed billions
of years longer than my human mind can
fathom, and will continue to exist,
long after I’m gone, patient, resilient
and enduring. Examined in the light,
speckles of silver crystalline flecks glisten
and the elements have tunneled a hole
through the unyielding surface. Hagstones, what
ancient people called rocks with natural
holes, believing the rocks possessed power
to heal, to ward off evil,and peering
through the hole,            imbued the finder with an
opening into other dimensions.


Anima Mundi
-by Julie Martin